lol you would think my best friends would treat me better than shit. nooooope (n).
on tuesday, i was chilling at battery with every1 & @JENNIFLEE stood on top of this…… little……. turtle statue? idk LOL but she was like “save me or i’m gunna commit suicide” and her bf was like !!!!!!!!!!!!! and he picked her up and it was mad cute and i wanted to die. LOOOOOOL.
honestly, it could be so easy. smh @ how hard you’re making it for yourself.
Anonymous asked: JudeE if you're that creeped out, you can set your page limited to people who follow you only or theres other options.
today, i realized i try too hard to feel accepted by people who are supposed to be my friends. everyone always jokes around and picks on me and i’m always like lol w.e, but sometimes, it’s really just not ok. i mean, i can definitely take a joke. i’m not like overly sensitive, or uptight or anything. but don’t take that as a que to fucking shit all over me. i take mad crap...
Anonymous asked: interest in anyone?
i miss you even more at these strange hours of the day. i’m gunna sleep earlier.
i can count the number of times i’ve been drunk on one hand, so fuck you bitches. LOL.
Anonymous asked: LOL WORDD. MAGGIE TALKS MAD SHIT ABOUT U. ITS MAD PATHETIC. WHAT HAVE YOU EVEN DONE TO HER
Anonymous asked: Because she talks a lot of shit about u getting high and drunk. I knew she didn't even know you.
Anonymous asked: vv down there u were talking about people who dont follow u stalking your tumblr so i just assumed
Anonymous asked: maggie talks so much shit about you. I don't think she even knows you on a personal basis... does she...
it infuriates every cell in my body when people treat me like i’m stupid because i’m high. …..no. my brain is still there.
Anonymous asked: are you talking about maggie wu
I’M MAD CREEPED OUT. how many more people don’t follow me and just fucking creep on my tumblr?
i’m starting to hate tumblr. i feel like i can’t say shit without hurting feelings or people thinking i’m fake or people saying i’m trying to be cool or something. no, man…. these are actually my thoughts. this is actually how i live.
blah that really annoys me. i hate when people try to make me look stupid. like… what the fuck? what do you get out of that? & also, you are wrong, so really you just made yourself look stupid. next time, myob!! don’t embarrass yourself, buddy.
first of all, why the fuck are you stalking my tumblr you fucking creep. if you’re gunna stalk me, stfu and do it silently. don’t correct me when i’m fucking writing about my day, because CHANCES ARE!!! I KNOW ABOUT MY FUCKING DAY BETTER THAN YOU DO! l o l.
breadkim: j.choi: ugh i wish i could re-do friday.i smoked way too much over such a… fuckthisl0ve: ugh i wish i could re-do friday. i smoked way too much over such a short period of time. seriously, i got the worst high ever. i felt nauseas and DISGUSTING and the world was sucking and i literally wanted to die. then i smoked again (LOOOL) and i just chilled hard with ma gurl, @alifu...
our relationship was hard for me too. & life is simpler without you. trust me. those 9 months were not just fun & games for me while you suffered. i suffered too. i just loved you through all the pain and complications. it’s sad that you couldn’t do the same for me. _|_.
i’ve never felt more unsure in my entire life.
rheedingthis: I feel so unorganized right now. I hate being unorganized. Don’t want to go to school tomorrow. I want to sleep forever. Shit. omg i realized this about myself. i hate being unorganized and i hate failing, so i just don’t go. LOOOL. so stupid bc not going makes me more unorganized and makes failing easier.
Starting all over.
xoxorachany: Don’t you wish you can just start all over when it comes to that someone? I do. I always have those times where I wish things can be the same as they were when we first met. Those times where I want to start all over and go back to that introduction stage. Getting to know each other. Exchanging phone numbers. Hanging out for the first time. Just starting all over. It’s nice to have...
Anonymous asked: will you ever date someone older than you?
ughh i hate when people say everything happens for a reason. no!! stop being a pussy & take control of your destiny!!!!!
Just because somebody doesn’t love you the way you want them to, doesn’t mean...– (via soul-amaazing)
Time away from your significant other
soul-amaazing: You can’t expect them to spend every single second of their life talking to, or with, you. It’s hard to use all of your time on someone and not get annoyed here and there. Some separation from each other is healthy, being clingy is not. It’s understandable when my boyfriend goes out instead of staying home to talk to me. It’s always sweet when he comes back late at night, and...
deadass got gawi like 3 times today… mad ridics. one lasted maaaaaaaaaad long, i thought i died and went to hell and i was like damn, should’ve had more faith in God, i have to spend eternity like this… idk ok bye.
i think i am the emotionally weakest person….. ever. OR MAYBE I’M NOT. maybe i just really loved you. maybe you should just come back because i miss you and i’m not ok without you. maybe i should shutup forever and die. LOL okbye.
fueledbycereal16: I’m leaving. You make my heart hurt. i’m not actually leaving tho because leaving hurts more. i’m just gunna stay here where you left me.
If looking back is painful,
soul-amaazing: and looking forward is scary, then look beside you, because that is where I’ll be. oooooooooh i like.
say-quack: I just want to grab you and kiss you until my lips go raw. I want to run my hands up and down your bare back while you kiss my neck. I want to wrap my legs around your body as we french each other like mad. I want to run my hands through your hair as you kiss me all over. I want you to touch me and explore me. I want your fingertips to paint pleasure onto the canvas that is my body. I...
i am so terrified of letting go & moving on. i keep stalling. it’s still not over for me.
azrica: I miss randomly running into you like I used to… qfheakdjvnz Whatever.
i miss you.
19) DRUGS: Drugs can do so much, yet so little. depending on who you are and who you’re with drugs can add a little bit of edge. there’s nothing like going to an alternate reality and exploring with your lover. find me a boy who’s dts with his girlllllll.
WHY WHY WHY
enisamagic: is it that as soon as you finally get used to someone not being in your life anymore..THEY OUT OF NO WHERE DECIDE TO POP BACK UP. GO AWAY. lol ty for that. still pissed, ma d00d.
18 more days til spring break
frenchdictionary: COME FAAAASTER w0rddddddd. we 0ut to br00klyn!! adventure time.
ugh i wish i could re-do friday. i smoked way too much over such a short period of time. seriously, i got the worst high ever. i felt nauseas and DISGUSTING and the world was sucking and i literally wanted to die. then i smoked again (LOOOL) and i just chilled hard with ma gurl, @alifu & then ASSED THE FUCK OUT. i couldn’t even be social and shit in a room full of NEW INTERESTING...
frenchdictionary: i always feel maaaaaad talkative at nights. and i have so much useless shit to say which i usually end up sending 3094857309745 IMs to judy about. & she never answers LOL sadlyfe it’s not useless!!! it’s funny! LOOOOOOL we’re talking about potential locations for make out time. edit!! ALSOOO you were the one not responding you dick LOL.
frenchdictionary: i hate being unable to take risks sometimes. yeah, doing unpredictable shit can be fun but sometimes it scares me LOL like how shits gonna end up & stuff. but i dont wanna be like that girl who always plays safe cause that shit is boring as hell. LOOOOOOOOOL omg sarah, take my advice AHAHAHHA.
school is so ridiculoussssssssssssss. honestly. school is stupid. we have to put so much effort into studying useless shit that we don’t actually need to know. so so stupid. we’re tested on how well we memorize useless shit. and that is supposed to determine how smart we are and where we will go in life. fuck that. i am so very intelligent. i just don’t give a shit about...
frenchdictionary: I HATE IT WHEN I FEEL LIKE PEOPLES JUDGAMENTAL POSTS ARE ABOUT ME. LIKE I FEEL MAD SHITTY. & then i get pissed off like WHY THE FUCK DO YOU CARE WHAT I DO. I WILL LIVE MY LIFE THE WAY I WANT TO. do not tell me i am making the wrong decisions. do not tell me im choosing the wrong path to be happy. chances are, you might be right. BUT WHAT I CHOOSE TO DO IS WHAT PROVIDES...